Monday, May 07, 2012
all these feelings of inadequacy come so often; it can really be super discouraging sometimes. and it's true that curiosity killed the cat... next time i shall stop poking my nose into things that shouldn't bother me anymore, cos it only brings on an unwanted flood of emotions that i never really asked for in the first place.
On another note, clinics is killing me haha. I HATE PAPERWORK TTM. my brain is now partially dead, and the other part that is still alive, is freaking confused and messed up, PLUS emo to a certain extent. well done omg. looking forward to lab days forever more! (: [never thought this day would come, but yeahh suddenly being a lab tech seems pretty attractive (: ]
i think i'm pretty messed up sometimes. haha. k actually, i AM a mess. whatever haha D: